I am only human. Lived in Jakarta but somehow left parts of my heart somewhere else. This blog is about getting on with things as they are. The disasters are all about continuity, about finding ways of enduring in the face of hopelessness; what we do deals in the need to find ways of telling truth in a postmodern world of rumbling emotional chaos. My writings are about both; about bearing the unbearable and giving a true account of it.
Dedicated for all my past, present and future lovers and my one and only beautiful pet. For all the ladies I love and all the ladies I lost. I will always miss you all.
“Melancholy is sadness that has taken on lightness.”
-Italo Calvino
"People living deeply have no fear of death."
-Anais Nin
"The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain."
-Karl Marx
I could feel at the time there was no way of knowing Fallen leaves in the night who can say where they’re blowin’ As free as the wind hopefully learnin’ As the sea at the tide has no way of turnin’ More than this you know there’s nothin’ More than this tell me one thing More than this there’s nothin’
